I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

10:14 AM I'm feeling better today(:
No more bleeding gums&throat, swelling lips,red eye
B-but I hate heavy flow days man
HURHUR
I don't feel like going fot tkd lar pls
I just recovered,and it's heavy flowing
WTF man
And today is Saturday;DD
Which means he'll be back today;DD
But I can't see him until after Christmas I think ):
Because he will be in Batam
I WANT TO FOLLOW LAR
Unless I'm going out tomorrow
Plus I need permission from my aunt ):
Which I doubt will allow
tsk
Sometimes,I ponder
I think I'm given too much freedom and trust from my parents
But they don't give me enough money lar pls
So,having the freedom and trust also no use
I work for my own money
Ouh,but my brain can't seem to be working anymore
Ideas can't flow the way they used too
I DON'T LIKE WORKING LIFE
I rather study man,seriously
I WANNA STAY 13 FOREVER ANDEVERANDEVER
To all the teenagers out there:
Working life is seriously not good in my opinion
Study hard,because it's difficult to get a stable job
And high-paying jobs
Even those with qualifications can't get jobs
What about those with little education?
Think man,think
Even working with McDonalds is not worth it
$2.50 for an hour right?
OMG,waste time sia
Need to attend to customers,clear the tables, clean toilets
blablabla
Work as waitress with Meritus Mandrin (sp?)
$6.50 per hour if I'm not wrong
Then more worth your fatigue and time spent whatt?

Now I'm thinking,about taking up part time jobs while waiting for O Level results
NO WAY MAN
I'll continue to contribute to BH(:
Gain many things than working as waitresses
THANKS BH FOR CREATING OPPORTUNITIES
FOR PEOPLE LIKE US (cub reporters)
We'll never forget all Kak Yani's good deeds towards us
We don't even know how to repay them
Kita semua hanya mampu mendoakan yang terbaik untuk Kak Yani.
Ribuan terima kasih kerana memberi kami peluang untuk merasakan pahit
manisnya bekerja secara sambilan. Kami amat seronok kerana menulis merupakan
sesuatu yang kami senang lakukan, dan dapat menambah pengalaman kami.
Dapat pergi ke tempat-tepat yang sesetengah orang boleh pergi
Jumpa dengan orang-orang ternama dan bermacam-macam lagi
TERIMA KASIH KAK HARYANI ISMAIL

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I felt cheated when I heard that
I thought it was over a long time ago
When you said it out,I knew
I can't trust you anymore
Why do you have to do this to me sayang?
Why?
I never told you how I felt when I heard that from you
I seemed jovial, but deep inside, I was hurt
And, I said I was willing to give you up
Go back to her when she returns
I know she's here
I just know
And that picture,
Yes,I agree that a picture speaks(?) a thousand words
I'm willing if you're happy
That's my last gift to you
I don't mind sacrificing for the my loved ones
It may sound casual when I say it to you
But you know,I was shattered
I don't know if I meant what I said, "Go to her. She needs you more than I do"
I can't live in a state of denial
Yes,I admit,I love you
But why can't you do the same to me?
Adakah cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan?
Sayang,memang malang tak berbau
Jangan sangka air yang tenang tidak ada buaya
Kalau anak sungai boleh berubah,inikan pula hati manusia sayang
Sesal dahulu pendapatan,sesal keudian tiada berguna
Memang benar pepatah-pepatah Melayu
Adakah pendirianku terhadapmu akan berubah?
Mungkin tidak akan lagi sayang
Yang kau perlu tahu hanya satu,
Aku sayang padamu